This is not for you

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[spanishdoll80]

Thank you--I love boldtype, I didn't know mzd did a boldtype interview.

[whatcolor_death]

where is that first reading in the book. i dont have my copy with me and it has been a little to long (3 months) since i read the book. doe sanyone know a pge number.

[fearful_syzygy]

It's selected passages from the Introduction.

• ○ "I still..." to "...alot" (p. xi), missing out the paragraph between "...used to nightmares" and "I'm so tired".
  ○ "As I discovered..." to "...took it home" (pp. xvii-xviii), missing out a sizeable chunk between "...nothing at all" and "I think now if someone...".
  ○ And finally "This much I'm certain of..." to "...nightmares will begin" (pp. xxii-xxiii), missing out a short section between "...for hours" and "It will get so bad...".

The second reading is from the end of Chapter II (pp. 17-18).

These are actually the first two tracks off The Five and a Half Minute Hallway.

The others are:
The Intrusion: 24, 28
Mad Woman: 150
Whalestoe Letter (Part 1): 592-593
Whalestoe Letter (Part 2): 624, 619, 623
The Five and a Half Minute Hallway: (Poe: "I live at the end of a five and a half minute hallway, but as far as I can see you are still miles from me in your doorway.")

While I'm at it, here are the page references for Exploration #4:
That Place: ??, 558
Could Have Gone Mad: 24
Enter the Beast: 25-27
Control: (Poe: "Don't you mess with me.")
Echo | Lemon Meringue: 50, ??, 574, 564
Exploration A | Amazed: 56-57, 63-64
Just Another Drive | Hey Pretty: 88-89
The Panther: 559-600
Wild: 600, (Poe: "Tell me what you've come for... I go wild... like a hunter...")
Exit the Man: 122-125
Terrible Thought: 125, 19, 623, ??, 558, ??, 574, 314, xi, 32, 268, 619, xi, 600, 24, 619, 550(??)
Footnotes 301 & 302 | Haunted: 337, (Poe: "And I'm haunted, by the lives that I have loved, and actions I have hated. I’m haunted, by the lives that wove the web inside my haunted head."), 337-338.

"??" refer to samples of TZD's voice, I think:

• "Anyway... I miss you a lot old man."
  "This is an open book. I'm not lecturing; I'm sharing with you some of my reflections."
  "Love you most, bye."(which is scribbled near the bottom of p. 550.)

"19" refers to The Whalestoe Letters (Nov. 6, 1984) — even though it's actually from the song by Poe.

In addition there's also the New York Times reading.